pathology

  " Morbid by nature...
    Mortality the result..
    Makes you the best
    And you nurture my future"

  " Artistic your approach
     Majestic you are !
    Testing my patience
      You take me too far "

  " You make me think
    You make me cry !
     But I know
    You'd help me in life..."

  "People call you a teacher
    And you've confided
  Many things in you
     That make me read "

I wish you'd make me
Different from others
So that I serve the mankind
With compassion and Care ...

   "Don't think i flatter you
     Its true I swear
    That you are my saviour
     Throughout my way "
I dedicate this to pathology which is the most important of all the subjects this year !!! 

Pigeons spoil my vacation...

Everyday i wake up not because of my alarm but because of those cement colored aves that shiver to cold. 

These birds have been torturing me ever since there came up new buildings in my locality. I agree they had no other option as they were deprived of their homes "TREES" but still people who cut trees didn't think how irritating pigeons would prove themselves to the inhabitants of those APARTMENTS !

One day a woman had to switch on her washing machine but to her horror she heard a painful sound as soon as she put it on. That was crackling of an egg (since hatching is not appropriate here) and a baby pigeon came out it died may be due tothe sudden pressure of electricity .. and they got it removed.. That lady didn't know how and where it came from .. since then she got her balcony walls meshed and thus prevented further damage..

This problem has become common these days as trees are being cut and birds are denied of their homes but on the other side increasing human population has no place to reside .But ... if these birds are shown an alternative to stay it will be a help to people as well as birds ...

Finally Holidays end...

Finally .. the D day came and my results were announced unexpectedly. As was the date was my result.I expected to just pass.. but to my surprise i got a distinction but the killer website was not opening due to a bad server. I couldn't sleep that night and was in front of the computer till my eyes began drooping. 

After 12'o clock in the night i was unable wait further and lay down for a while. Suddenly mom came and woke me up and told my marks...but when i came to see the screen myself there was already a message "PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED" unable to react i entered my roll no. again.. According to my browser.. the page i wanted was loading..loading..loading... loading... loading for another half-an-hour.. finally the message was "PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED" i tried again and again but in vain. Even that day i could not sleep properly. 

This sleeplessness continued till yesterday when my mom could actually find my marks and show me early in the morning . After i knew my score and saw it with my own eyes i could sleep happily forgetting all the stress and pain i took before the exam....

But one thing i could discover is the worst website ever is the website with our results.. :-p

Holidayz are bad!

My holidays began 5days ago and i hate them. Yes, what i typed just now is what i mean.When evryone around me is busy i am idle and i dont know what to do. Watching tv seems boring and singing or practising music isn't sufficient to fill the time gap. Reading books is also not filling up the vaccum. May be because i have no friends i feel holidays boring but i can't help it. This is because people whom  considered my friends showed their true colours just before exams and i can never bear the idea of them being my friends.

Well, my mom feels i should help her in the household work which i am least interested in. My sister wants me to do her homework (silly! i crossed the age of homework long back )Relatives think i should take rest but the fact is the thought of rest makes me restless....

I always had this problem every holidays but this time the feeling of loneliness and emptiness has become as deep as it could get may be because i got used to hostel environment.

If i have a chance to say something that would be "NO MORE HOLIDAYS PLEASE......"

my last exam

I woke up with a start when the alarm was buzzing only to notice it was 4 in the morning.I got up and said to myself... "today is your last exam anu! you'll go home after that!" that was 16th of august 2011. I had my biochem practical , an exam i was longing for.

I had my class notes and m dear txtbook in front of me but still i couldnt read properly , as anyone does even i was excited about the fact that i was going home that day. I took a deep breath and then started revising thinking that the last exam of 1st year should be the best one. finally, i completed about 70% of my syllabus and went to the mess for breakfast. Raj was there. she asked me a few questions and v probed through our practical manual for marking important stuff to be revised before exam. I ate and had a cup of tea and rushed back to room to get ready for exam.

I went an hour before the exam along with mamatha and sat outside the lab reading. Soon, our batch people arrived and for a moment we actually forgot we had an exam .Again, i resumed back to books.

Soon, our professor, arrived to give instructions and asked us not to be tensed and asked us not to be in a hurry while doing experiments.

After that our exam finally started. The moment my no. was called and i saw the spotters i was overjoyed since i at least knew something about them. Later, when the buzzer stopped and i finished my spotters , it was time to pick an answer book to know my place. when i went there with my hands trembling, my professor tried to comfort me saying i have a lot of time to do my practical and i need to walk not run :) .

Luckily i got an unknown sample which turned out to be fructose.I was boiling something and though i didn't overheat, the contents spurted out and had to get a new paper. I was to estimate urinary creatinine in a sample which i could do properly. Then, the external examiner came with case sheets... Again, i was happy as i got a case of hemolytic jaundice which i could answer perfectly and my examiner said good. I was also happy as my favourite professor took viva for practical and though i didn't answer the last question she asked i could manage answering other questions.

The actual stress came when my grand viva started. I was the 15th in my batch. My friends who had it before me scared me saying they weren't able to answer properly. I got scared. But i decided to give my best. I could answer well to one external examiner though i landed up making one blunder.To the other examiner i could answer but only after thinking for a while.Altogether it was good as i promised to myself.